In John 10:10, Jesus said, "The thief comes only to steal, kill, and destroy; I have come that they may have life and have it to the full." What does that mean to you? I have often wondered why it is that we live as if we are still enslaved? Why is victory over some areas of sin in our lives so elusive? Jesus declared in his hometown that he was the fulfillment of the prophecy in Isaiah which says:
"The Spirit of the Sovereign LORD is on me,
because the LORD has anointed me
to preach good news to the poor.
He has sent me to bind up the brokenhearted,
to proclaim freedom for the captives
and release from darkness for the prisoners."
Are you tired of being unhappy and feeling like you are powerless over some area of sin in your life? Jesus invites you to come and take his yoke upon you. He promises it to be easy and the burden to be light. Why then does it feel so heavy weighing on me? Many times it is because I have not surrendered the burden I carry around. I think I have to fix it myself because, after all, I am the one who got myself into this mess. All of a sudden I find myself living with a heavy burdened heart rather than living life to the full.
Everyone has a different struggle. My personal struggle is food related. When I feel cheated in life I try to find some food to make me feel better. When I am stressed I go for chocolate or something sweet to try to ease the stress. When I am weary I think to myself, "Who cares is this is healthy for me. I have too much on my mind to worry about eating right at this moment in my life. You may think, "So? What is the big deal. It's just food. Eating isn't a sin." That is how I felt for a long time until I realized that I had replaced God with food. Instead of turning to him when I am feeling neglected, stressed, or weary I look for food. If I am a new creation in Christ, why do I still do that - especially since I am aware of it now.
This week I was reminded of the woman at the well in John chapter 4. There was a Samaritan woman who came to draw water while Jesus was resting there and waiting for his disciples to return. It turns out that the woman had been married 5 times and the man she was with at the time was not her current husband. Jesus asks her for a drink. She is concerned that he is even talking to her because Jews and Samaritans did not associate with one another but Jesus said to her, "If you knew the gift of God and who it is that asks you for a drink, you would have asked him and he would have given you living water." She doesn't get it at first and asks him how he is going to get this water since he has nothing with which to draw water. After he explains to her that the water he is speaking of will quench thirst forever she asks him for it.
Here is this woman who has been seeking fulfillment in relationships. Her past is littered with broken relationships that haven't worked out. I imagine that each time she started out, she felt fulfilled for a time. But over time she was disappointed because the relationship couldn't quench the thirst she had deep in her soul. Isn't that how addictions take root in our human souls? We seek something to satisfy our thirst and it does for a time but then it turns out to not be enough so we take it to the next level. At some point we become dependent on seeking out that object of our addiction to get by.
Sadly, it is like trying to quench our thirst by drinking from a sprinkler. The water is dispersed in many directions and we are lucky if we get a small stream or trickle which leaves us thirsting for more. The presence of the Holy Spirit in our lives, however is like drinking straight from the garden hose with the faucet opened all the way up. It will leave us overflowing and full. I think that is what Jesus meant to live life to the full. He doesn't want us to go "thirsty" when there is an abundant supply of "water" at our disposal.
Are you feeling discontentment with your life? Do you feel like you have been sowing wheat but reaping thorns instead as Jeremiah puts it..wearing yourself out but gaining nothing and then bearing the shame of your harvest? (Jeremiah 12:13) Perhaps it is time to sow something new. Heed the words of the prophet Hosea from chapter 10:
"12 Sow for yourselves righteousness,
reap the fruit of unfailing love,
and break up your unplowed ground;
for it is time to seek the LORD,
until he comes
and showers righteousness on you.
But you have planted wickedness,
you have reaped evil,
you have eaten the fruit of deception.
Because you have depended on your own strength
and on your many warriors,"
We need to quit depending on our own strength and begin breaking up our unplowed ground and seek the Lord so he can come shower righteousness on us. Psalm 126:5 tells us that "those who sow in tears will reap with songs of joy". Let us go to him in tears of sorrow and repentance and reap the fruit of unfailing love with songs of joy! Jesus sent the Holy Spirit to work in our lives if we will just invite Him in. Notice that Galatians says, "The fruit of the Spirit" is love, joy, peace, etc. It doesn't say, "The fruit of the Christian" is love, joy, peace, etc. The Spirit will do His work in you if you yield your life to Him and seek him until he comes. Be like the tree planted by streams of living water spoken of in Psalm 1:3 and just watch the fruit begin to grow.
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